"This is the story of a 20 years young girl trying to find meaning and purpose in her life.
Every other place she finds herself in is where she shouldn't be"..thinks Vinnie to herself amidst her WRITEUPS...
"What kind of a word is that anyway? 'writeups'..sounds so.....just so..WRONG..gramatically ofcourse!"
"How pathetic..i mean its already third year of engineering and i still haven't digested the awaiting disaster of becoming another creatively challenged engineer..LAME"
Turns around , lips tightly together with a condescending smile "Miss.perfect-all-the-time" "Miss.i-have-all-the-writeups" Annie says "OMG Vinnie!you don't even have the 4th writeup..MUJHSE leleti"
"Ya sure. only to be blamed later for a 'missing writeup'. No thank u" Vinnie thinks to herself.
"What the hell am i doing here anyway?i'm a born artist..i always just knew that because
a)i'm slow in every sense
b)i complain a lot
c)and i'm mostly attracted to conventionally ugly people"
And so Vinnie goes out for a breath of fresh air. Walks out of that graveyard known as the classroom.
"FOCUS sweetheart!on BEING PRESENT. Be in tune with the present.In alignment with whatever happens or doesn't happen to be precise." smiling to herself "I'm definitely going a long way in my life. Just look how amazingly insightful i am.A girl of just 20.Just wow!"
Smiling to 'Ms.i-have-to-get-all-my-writeups-checked-and-project-submitted-before-anyone-else'
"oh!i'm way better than you.You just don't realize it now coz you're lost like everybody else in this rat race."
"Ohno!the EGO in me talks again. Exactly what Eckhart Tolle talks about.In fact nobody has to even talk about it.Can't be that hard for you to realize on your own what this is Vinnie-LOSERISH ARROGANCE"
"Anyway i think i should check myself in the mirror" she thinks to herself and opens the door to the washroom.
Shuts it immediately "damn!again?..reaffirmation of my looks!"
"i really need to stop identifying myself with the way that i look..nobody's going to be looking the same forever"
Walking back to the graveyard "You're still learning.Soon you'll be enlightened.Soon you'll experience all that these spiritual gurus talk about"
"Besides what if i do check myself in the mirror and don't like what i see?I'll be carrying around the baggage of my clumsy hair-do all day long"
"what am i doing?Vinnie go back in there.Do not be a slave to the consequences of your thoughts.Do not fear yourself.My god Vinnie!you're absolutely ridiculous!"
About turn and on her way to the washroom.
She checks herself WITHOUT JUDGEMENT in the mirror and then steps out of the washroom having CONQUERED HER FEARS.
Walking back to the classroom.Trotting in full swing"I am I am I am(deepak chopra).Om Om Om.
Ohm.OHM'S LAW.His parents must've been very spiritual.No wonder he grew up to be a genius contributing to the society so brilliantly."
"maybe i should get married to a spiritual man and have a baby with him.He will grow up to save the world probably because of my laidback and humanitarian values and capability to be present all the time"
"no! but no i have to get there!.. i have to be present all the time..including NOW..being totally present..THERE as in HERE"
"wow! there as in here..now that was smart!NO ..stop it..just stop labelling....................."walks past the absolute stud Param
"oh!i'm seeing him after days and the T-shirt he's wearing is the perfect shade of green"
"EYE-CONTACT..yay!!" :-D
"Vinnie where have you been yaar"calls out pratima her best friend
"Vinnie i really need to get things cleared out with Daksh yaar"
And like her own internal drama wasn't enough.The two girls decide to cut the next lecture to feed on to some more of drama.
Every other place she finds herself in is where she shouldn't be"..thinks Vinnie to herself amidst her WRITEUPS...
"What kind of a word is that anyway? 'writeups'..sounds so.....just so..WRONG..gramatically ofcourse!"
"How pathetic..i mean its already third year of engineering and i still haven't digested the awaiting disaster of becoming another creatively challenged engineer..LAME"
Turns around , lips tightly together with a condescending smile "Miss.perfect-all-the-time" "Miss.i-have-all-the-writeups" Annie says "OMG Vinnie!you don't even have the 4th writeup..MUJHSE leleti"
"Ya sure. only to be blamed later for a 'missing writeup'. No thank u" Vinnie thinks to herself.
"What the hell am i doing here anyway?i'm a born artist..i always just knew that because
a)i'm slow in every sense
b)i complain a lot
c)and i'm mostly attracted to conventionally ugly people"
And so Vinnie goes out for a breath of fresh air. Walks out of that graveyard known as the classroom.
"FOCUS sweetheart!on BEING PRESENT. Be in tune with the present.In alignment with whatever happens or doesn't happen to be precise." smiling to herself "I'm definitely going a long way in my life. Just look how amazingly insightful i am.A girl of just 20.Just wow!"
Smiling to 'Ms.i-have-to-get-all-my-writeups-checked-and-project-submitted-before-anyone-else'
"oh!i'm way better than you.You just don't realize it now coz you're lost like everybody else in this rat race."
"Ohno!the EGO in me talks again. Exactly what Eckhart Tolle talks about.In fact nobody has to even talk about it.Can't be that hard for you to realize on your own what this is Vinnie-LOSERISH ARROGANCE"
"Anyway i think i should check myself in the mirror" she thinks to herself and opens the door to the washroom.
Shuts it immediately "damn!again?..reaffirmation of my looks!"
"i really need to stop identifying myself with the way that i look..nobody's going to be looking the same forever"
Walking back to the graveyard "You're still learning.Soon you'll be enlightened.Soon you'll experience all that these spiritual gurus talk about"
"Besides what if i do check myself in the mirror and don't like what i see?I'll be carrying around the baggage of my clumsy hair-do all day long"
"what am i doing?Vinnie go back in there.Do not be a slave to the consequences of your thoughts.Do not fear yourself.My god Vinnie!you're absolutely ridiculous!"
About turn and on her way to the washroom.
She checks herself WITHOUT JUDGEMENT in the mirror and then steps out of the washroom having CONQUERED HER FEARS.
Walking back to the classroom.Trotting in full swing"I am I am I am(deepak chopra).Om Om Om.
Ohm.OHM'S LAW.His parents must've been very spiritual.No wonder he grew up to be a genius contributing to the society so brilliantly."
"maybe i should get married to a spiritual man and have a baby with him.He will grow up to save the world probably because of my laidback and humanitarian values and capability to be present all the time"
"no! but no i have to get there!.. i have to be present all the time..including NOW..being totally present..THERE as in HERE"
"wow! there as in here..now that was smart!NO ..stop it..just stop labelling....................."walks past the absolute stud Param
"oh!i'm seeing him after days and the T-shirt he's wearing is the perfect shade of green"
"EYE-CONTACT..yay!!" :-D
"Vinnie where have you been yaar"calls out pratima her best friend
"Vinnie i really need to get things cleared out with Daksh yaar"
And like her own internal drama wasn't enough.The two girls decide to cut the next lecture to feed on to some more of drama.
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